Perfect Lies

For my dearest daddy,

          I was always the one who you don't need to worry among the 3 of your daughters. Because you know I'll always take good care of myself whenever I am and I'm independent enough to live with my own at other place another than home. That's why you never worried about me when i was away from home to study my foundation in Petaling Jaya last year, nor bachelor degree at Kampar, Perak for 3 years times. Thank you daddy, for let me fly with my wings and have faith in me.

          Daddy, you've been really supportive in my academic. You was always and still glad that I chose to study Chinese Studies for my degree. I was worried and confused whenever I thought of my future, because all I have from the degree course is knowledges that I can't show my employer in my future. But you've been giving good advises to me whenever I talked about this with you, you even said I can do whatever I love to do which is write story, novel or do academic research which all these won't bring me an good income, because you said you'll take care of my future. You also supported my dream which is have my further study in Singapore after I completed my degree. Thank you daddy, for always support me.

         I know, you've been scared and worried, I might fall in love again with the wrong person and hurt myself again after you read my blog and found out I was so hurt during my last relationship. I remember that night, you cried in front of me and told me that you was so sad and hurt when you found out this, you always thought I was fine since it already been a long time. Sorry dad, I was so stubborn that night, intent to go out with him again and was mad at you because you refuse to let me out with him. I'm so sorry daddy. I promise, I'll never let myself being hurt again in relationship, I know it doesn't worth it because the one who worth me loving him, will never let me down and let me cry for him.

       I'm sorry and I love you, daddy. Thanks for being a awesome dad for me.

       Happy Father's Day!

p/s: Should I cook for you tonight, or bring you out to have a dinner at Italiannies? =)



Love,
       -yee-