Perfect Lies

悬挂在灯塔的心
有谁看见了 又有谁在乎了
眺望着远方的眼光
想哭的感觉绵源不绝
却只能忍耐下来
直到大海决堤的那个时候
才能放弃维持生命的理由
漆黑的夜晚白亮的月光
投影在灯塔的头顶上
沉睡的大钟 还有那微弱的滴答声

父亲节大餐，最后决定在Italiannies, Sunway Pyramid这件意大利餐馆享用。
由父亲刷卡，我们给回现钱的方式，为父亲庆祝这一年的父亲节。呵呵~
父亲一路以来都很喜欢意大利餐，所以我们三姐妹才会毅然决定带父亲去那里享用父亲节大餐。呵呵~

到了那里，花了一些时间在找餐厅的位置，因为Sunway Pyramid真的太大了，打得有点让人不知所措，只好直接去询问处询问它的位置。嘻嘻~
原本想要order Italiannies的一个套餐，可是没有注意到只有在weekdays有那个offer。最后在那个很亲切的服务生的介绍下，我们决定叫4个主菜而不是一人一碟，因为他有跟我们说一个主菜的分量可以给两个人吃。等待的当儿，他们送上免费的面包，很香很好吃哦！

For my dearest daddy,

          I was always the one who you don't need to worry among the 3 of your daughters. Because you know I'll always take good care of myself whenever I am and I'm independent enough to live with my own at other place another than home. That's why you never worried about me when i was away from home to study my foundation in Petaling Jaya last year, nor bachelor degree at Kampar, Perak for 3 years times. Thank you daddy, for let me fly with my wings and have faith in me.

          Daddy, you've been really supportive in my academic. You was always and still glad that I chose to study Chinese Studies for my degree. I was worried and confused whenever I thought of my future, because all I have from the degree course is knowledges that I can't show my employer in my future. But you've been giving good advises to me whenever I talked about this with you, you even said I can do whatever I love to do which is write story, novel or do academic research which all these won't bring me an good income, because you said you'll take care of my future. You also supported my dream which is have my further study in Singapore after I completed my degree. Thank you daddy, for always support me.

         I know, you've been scared and worried, I might fall in love again with the wrong person and hurt myself again after you read my blog and found out I was so hurt during my last relationship. I remember that night, you cried in front of me and told me that you was so sad and hurt when you found out this, you always thought I was fine since it already been a long time. Sorry dad, I was so stubborn that night, intent to go out with him again and was mad at you because you refuse to let me out with him. I'm so sorry daddy. I promise, I'll never let myself being hurt again in relationship, I know it doesn't worth it because the one who worth me loving him, will never let me down and let me cry for him.

       I'm sorry and I love you, daddy. Thanks for being a awesome dad for me.

曾经
有个能让我
为了他
而背叛全世界的人
只是自从他选择离开了以后
我就弃权了 放弃爱人的权利

“为什么酱凶 他们其中一个是你的ex哦“

“不是啦 我也希望我的ex在这里“

“为什么希望他在这里”
 
“没什么 只是很久没看见他了
只是想知道他过得如何
....
只是 下一秒钟我就会希望他消失吧“